my Mid August life

lately, the hunt for a job in my field, environmental science, been bit bothering me. so not easy to find a job judging there are so many limitations am facing now.. oh well... thinking of by this week, if there is still no reply from the companies that i sent in my resume, might have to change my field of works. marketing and finance? we shall see..

anyway, while waiting for the reply, keep myself busy in the garden, working around the house, and then decided to fill the fish tank instead leave it blank there. not easy though, have to wash everything, plan the landscaping :D etc. well, it may sounds quite troublesome, but hey, its really rewarding. every now and then, early in the morning after done all the things i need to do, would sit down in front the aquarium, have a cup of warm nescafe, and watch those fish swim around, occasionally react with fingers movement infront the screen.. nice, guess, i just discover another way to calm and peace my mind eh :o)

the day before last night, it was a intense-lightning storm night, so have to unplug most socket and the phone line. Doing so, thats mean no laptop, no music, no radio, no internet. Its only around 8.10pm, for god sake, its SATURDAY NIGHT! too bloody early to call it off.. soooo, i took out my drawing stuffs and oil pastels that have inches layer thick of dust on them haha i know i know, dont say it, i did feel bad for a moment on that matter. Anyway, its been a while, it was kinda hard to lay the pencil down on the paper..but then, once its done, i was just sooo carry away, by the time i realized almost midnight already. So, i PAUSE it, continue the next day then.

Its a conceptual art. knowing my character that refuse to follow within the frame, am kinda hopeless in those actual arts...that kind you follow exactly like in the real world. anyway, here you are, a glimpse of my ehh... amateur conceptual arts :D hee..

the title is 'the Imbalance Matrix'