Emptying my cup

Finally! this time, manage to get two berries! i know.. very little but hey, thats a good start. looks like strawberry, isnt it? oh well, for sure its kinda tasteless lol :D

Life has been very kind with me. First, my Chimpanzee is moving back to KK! can see each other every day instead once a month or two. cant help but keep wondering, how to be a better husband! hahaha

second, glad my boss didnt confirm my probation yet. i dont think my performance is even consider as ok. no joking, i doubt my performance deserve for any increment in salary. oh well, gonna put in more efforts then before the next observation at the end of February. wish me luck then! hee..

third and the best is, He gave me another chance, i.e. helping me to empty my cup! my cup lately been overflow with all about myself. few years back i would drop a tear if saw dog or cat knocked down on the middle of the road..but now, i cant... few years in Sabah, no doubt is a blessed for i truly learn a lot about life and everyone around me, especially my family members.. now trully appreciate all they did to me all this while. anyway, even though these years i learn a lot, but also, am slowly closing up my heart. i need to default myself or am loosing myself to insanity.

bah, thats it for the time being. will update you folks next time then :o)