finally, the head of my division has confirmed and pass my probation! hoooorahh! haha
HOWEVER, thats only for now, the confirmation cant secure my job 100% due to the difficulties in processing my working permit. without working permit, as a legitimate malaysian who intend to help local people to achieve sustainable developments with current available resources, my company is not allow to employ me for the reason am from west peningsular and causing lotsa Sabahan jobless.
just cant help but wondering, what about Sarawakian? what about other foreigners?
after all the efforts and hard works and i still cant secure my job.. kinda feeling soooo unfair!
sigh.. in peninsular, its not easy to be chinese. in borneo, its so not easy to be non-Sabahan.. .
worst, its soo bloody tormenting to love and to satisfy someone who is earning annual salary above 80k!! am now loosing my trust to everyone around me..not sure if there is anything left around me to be trustworthy..
thinking of leaving EVERYTHING behind me but of course except my own saving and never look back. but then again, it sounds like repeating the history of the 2006 ran away from penang. though i did feel much better but thats only for a moment... its the memory that later haunting me back. unless..amnesia...i guess..
HOWEVER, thats only for now, the confirmation cant secure my job 100% due to the difficulties in processing my working permit. without working permit, as a legitimate malaysian who intend to help local people to achieve sustainable developments with current available resources, my company is not allow to employ me for the reason am from west peningsular and causing lotsa Sabahan jobless.
just cant help but wondering, what about Sarawakian? what about other foreigners?
after all the efforts and hard works and i still cant secure my job.. kinda feeling soooo unfair!
sigh.. in peninsular, its not easy to be chinese. in borneo, its so not easy to be non-Sabahan.. .
worst, its soo bloody tormenting to love and to satisfy someone who is earning annual salary above 80k!! am now loosing my trust to everyone around me..not sure if there is anything left around me to be trustworthy..
thinking of leaving EVERYTHING behind me but of course except my own saving and never look back. but then again, it sounds like repeating the history of the 2006 ran away from penang. though i did feel much better but thats only for a moment... its the memory that later haunting me back. unless..amnesia...i guess..
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