been very emotional volatile lately.. until yesterday afternoon when attended Sabah Env Pro Asso. unconstitutional called agm, watching those leaders verbally fight over authority, dignity, ego, etc.
at one point, it made me realized one thing - being negative isnt helping out my current situation, in fact will only make it worst.
and, this afternoon when i cleared up my stuffs, i came across the tao's philosophy book.. flip through and came across a statement..wordings are bit rough, so i made it more poetic instead hee ..
心，似-
水静，见明月；
海阔，比长空；
云开，见青天.
literally translate :
heart, like -
quiet water, see the moon;
wide ocean, compatible to the sky;
clear the clouds, see the blue sky.
for those who are lost :o) the meaning is.. (these are my own interpretation based on the original statement.)
the heart should be like:
1. a pool of calm water, only then can see the moon's reflection. if the heart is not calm, how can a person judge or perceive or make decision without bias and knowing clearly of the consequences?
2. an ocean as wide as the sky. be generous, be kind, and give without terms & conditions, or any expectations; else may not be able to appreciate any possible outcome or shall have difficulties to sustain any kind of relationships as the heart is too limited to offer benefit of doubts , forgiveness or cheering up others.
3. like the clouds being blown off, a bird will then able to have a clearer bird-eye view and the direction of which its heading towards. if didnt cleanse the clouded heart soon, it will only makes a person more confusing, lost and eventually taking off two terms i.e. forgive and forget from thatsaid's heart.
after the whole afternoon pondering on these lesson... realized, since i cant really control or demand anything from anybody, especially him; but for sure one thing i do able to control is to keep myself as positive as i can and, give and love him without any expectation. if after all these efforts, and still i cant salvage his' heart.. at least, i wont be regret till the end of my life and more ready to walk off...
so, no worry, am more or less back in control of my own life again :o)
at one point, it made me realized one thing - being negative isnt helping out my current situation, in fact will only make it worst.
and, this afternoon when i cleared up my stuffs, i came across the tao's philosophy book.. flip through and came across a statement..wordings are bit rough, so i made it more poetic instead hee ..
心，似-
水静，见明月；
海阔，比长空；
云开，见青天.
literally translate :
heart, like -
quiet water, see the moon;
wide ocean, compatible to the sky;
clear the clouds, see the blue sky.
for those who are lost :o) the meaning is.. (these are my own interpretation based on the original statement.)
the heart should be like:
1. a pool of calm water, only then can see the moon's reflection. if the heart is not calm, how can a person judge or perceive or make decision without bias and knowing clearly of the consequences?
2. an ocean as wide as the sky. be generous, be kind, and give without terms & conditions, or any expectations; else may not be able to appreciate any possible outcome or shall have difficulties to sustain any kind of relationships as the heart is too limited to offer benefit of doubts , forgiveness or cheering up others.
3. like the clouds being blown off, a bird will then able to have a clearer bird-eye view and the direction of which its heading towards. if didnt cleanse the clouded heart soon, it will only makes a person more confusing, lost and eventually taking off two terms i.e. forgive and forget from thatsaid's heart.
after the whole afternoon pondering on these lesson... realized, since i cant really control or demand anything from anybody, especially him; but for sure one thing i do able to control is to keep myself as positive as i can and, give and love him without any expectation. if after all these efforts, and still i cant salvage his' heart.. at least, i wont be regret till the end of my life and more ready to walk off...
so, no worry, am more or less back in control of my own life again :o)
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